Saturday, December 29, 2007
` 10:47 PM
im fucking pissed today. im real pissed with myself.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
` 10:23 AM
went to 2 houses yesterday afternoon to do surveys. all the way to meyer road. the more i go there the better impression it left me. the houses i went were all indians. rich indians. they were surprisingly polite and quite engaging. it changed my impression of rich indians somehow.
i used to think rich begots arrogance and haughtiness which i developed a strong revulsion of it. but oh wells after yesterday. my stand got softened. i guess a person's inner character is what it matters at the end of the day. im just glad i took a trip down to their places and get to know that you can still be benign when your loaded.
met up w XM in the night. went siglap to have our dinner. and i saw reynold tan. he was one of the few people whom i met coincidentally yesterday. after dinner. we strolled all the way to ice cream chefs at ocean park to try out their famed ice creams. it had garnered a lot of publicity so decided to drop by since its a walking distance away. well nt bad. the idea was unique. i liked the atmosphere. the youthful feeling. with teenagers to serve us. it sort of potrayed a quirky and lively image.
and over there i saw le jia and wendy and a few others 2J girls. i must say i was very surprised to see them esp wendy. we chatted for a while before me and xm started our crazy and non sensical expedition. walked throughout east coast avenue and peeped at the houses and cars. it used to be one of our pastime of me and her. walking through her estate and glanced at the houses and wondered if our house would be that beautiful and majestic in the future. i guess i have a soft spot for houses with austerity. but that was then. when i was in my schooling years... the slow walk after dinner at night with her... all in the past...
anyway. we caught warlords. well i feel its nt a bad movie though it didnt leave a very deep impression on me. i guess perhaps much publicity has overshadowed the real meaning of the movie. loyalty or power? when power and wealth comes into the picture would you choose to be loyal to the blood brothers who stood by your side or you choose power? i guess there arent right or wrong answer. as shakespeare said "there is no right or wrong. only thinking makes it so".
on an ending note. i rather not know the real reason behind it. i thought it was jus a "number not in use" kind of situation. but i guess there was more to it. you came back close to a month ago. you asked me to wait for your call. and when your call didnt come. i texted you. and you ignored it cos you felt it was weird. and i just kept on waiting for the call that will nv come. i just want to meet up and know how are you doing recently and maybe just chill. well on the other hand. i might just be acting petulant.
im off to bejing. merry christmas in advance to whoever reads this blog and do leave a tag so at least i know there is still love in this world haha :)
Friday, December 14, 2007
` 11:45 PM
some random pictures. since i aint sure what to write anyway. some things are best keeping mum about it.